You asked for and were given this particular life experience for a reason. It may be challenging to understand the hows/whys of it all but, here you are, fully in and doing what you can. It may not always be perfect, it may not always be sunshine and roses, but it is yours! My beloved child…embrace it, learn from it and do your best. That is all that has ever been asked of you. The Universe is, of course, supporting and loving you every step of the way.