Face the controllers with open hearts that don't give rise any anger because of their attitudes. Love them, and don't act like they are the answer to your dance of Leela. They are not—YOU ARE. When you can accept that they are needed to bring more awareness to the dance, you can give up your anger and fear, and dance the current mass consciousness to the next level of awareness. Give me your controller anger because you need to negate it now. Freedom is not actually anything more than an act of declaring: I AM FREE and making this your mantra. I AM FREE of anger, desire, negativity, darkness, fear and all other "me against other" attitudes. Being FREE then becomes available. Cast them away, as none of it is worth keeping. Keep only what is love.
Practice this attitude changer when you notice you have some negative attitudes that are attacking anyone or anything: Declare I AM FREE and discard the attitude that has appeared to be discarded. Declaring I AM FREE will not eliminate your golden dreams and caring thoughts but you may still have some contractions that need calming and care. Treat them with chuckles and anecdotes. Allow them to consider themselves FREE to expand and awaken with new aliveness. Picture yourself as a living generator for caring. Give, give and give. When man gives without demanding compensation, a new consciousness becomes available. Eventually you will notice that the old control consciousness is gone.
When your control consciousness has been eliminated, the controller inner controller, your mind, can do nothing dark; it will just bring happiness to the world. Get on with your growth of awareness and consider contact with your guides as the most attractive option for guidance available right now. Frame a calling for yourself such as, "I AM a change agent." Do not make a list of all the details that this title might include, just keep giving from mastery and your non-controlling awareness. This is enough.
Maybe total FREEDOM is closer than you think.
I AM THAT I AM
Ascended Master Saint Germain
Channeled by Aruna